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SO my membership expires in four weeks 

1 deviant said why does life hate me
No deviants said I never did anything with it except use for everything
No deviants said but im going to miss it because it was wonderful
No deviants said and i cant get it again because they upped the prices on the 'Core' membership fo some reason

Holy Heckie (Upd8s and stuff)

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 19, 2015, 4:06 PM

 Alright so

I feel like I have a lot of explaining to do for people who are waiting for art trades and whatever
I know there's not really an excuse for skipping out on my end but I need to at least clear the air a bit because I'm feeling like a giant tool and too nervous to actually come back and post on this website.

I've been dealing with a lot of Mental Health issues, both my own and those of my Wife and it's been incredibly taxing. I've completely killed my personal life trying to cope with everything that's been happening and I'm slowly trying to get my footing back. This means taking itty bitty baby steps. Right now, I need to focus on a few closed commissions because I'm about $200 in debt and need to square that off before I start working on art trades.

That being said, if I owe you a trade please leave a comment on this journal with what I owe you and what your half of the trade was. I need to keep better track of this and will be making a separate 'Favorites' folder to make sure I have it all sorted properly. I'm not entirely sure when I'll get around to doing the pending art, but please put a message for I can keep track. Or note me. Either or.

I've been having a lot of trouble coping with everything that's happening. Lots of sleeping, lots of avoiding everything. I haven't even been able to draw for myself much because I just feel completely drained both creatively and mentally. 

I'm going to start trying to be online more but every time I say that it never seems to stick, so here's to hoping I'm not just blowing smoke out my ass.

  • Mood: Gloomy




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Ask-1p-2p-Greenland Featured By Owner 4 days ago  New Deviant Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for favouriting my picture ^u^
Quickman012 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for the faves and watch!
RoyalNoir Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2016
thank you so much for the watch! i really appreciate it <3
Ellucianne Featured By Owner Edited Jan 12, 2016
Thank you for the fave! :)
And for the watch!!
dmflyer02 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2016
(A belated...) Thank you for the fav!
Color-Full-of-Love Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2015  New Deviant Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! I appreciate it!
AshKerins Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
(A belated) thank you for the watch!
TerranTitanium Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav!
FusselTheKeks Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2015  Hobbyist
thx for the watch and the fav ^_^
Sorteagan Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015   Traditional Artist
happy birthday!
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